Well it's been a while since ive updated and i think it's time i did. I hate life right now, i hate it and it sucks big time. Nobody understands me but kyrstin. it's like shes the only one there for me. I want a cigarette so bad but i know it's not going to relieve my stress nor make me feel better, but i know it would ease my mind. i don't even know where to start off. Wowwww!!!! So much has happened, I guess i'll start off with Jason. So about two weeks ago i discovered this 16 year old sophmore named "Jason" He texted Kaylas phone out of nowhere and sent a picture of himself and kayla showed me and i thought he was cute so he texted me and we started talking and later on that night he asked me out. I said yes and we took it from there. Well the very next day not even meeting me he said Sunday night that he love me not to mention we hadnt even been going out for 24 hours yet. well this Wednesday i found out Jason wasn't real. I was so heart broken. Jason was actually this girl named Amber pretending to be Jason. Then it came to me it all made sense. Thats why he could never meet up with me or hangout let alone call me. Its weird to think that i went out with some fucked up bitch ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww im so depressed now and feel like lifes not worth anything. i still hate bb and of course no fucking body will fuckin listen to me and its pissing me the fuck off!!!!!! i have feelings too motherfuckers open ur eyes and realize that!!!!! i want to get homeschooled soo bad but no one will listen to me. im sooo sad:(
Brittany,15 sing to me on august 31, red head with an attitude, emotional, anxious, bitchy lovable, friendly and shy i like to live my life to the fullest because u only live it once but at the same time i can be very depressed im a very ?able person and never know what to think anyways that should be all u need to know...
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