Well today was another shitty day. Why am i not surprised?... My day started no different than usual, I got to that horrible, huge school and walked to first period, history with Tommy, after that continued on my horrible day of not knowing where the hell to go in that maze of a school.In study hall i got pulled put out of class by my councelor Mr. Lamie, was told that i cant change my locker nor share one with Tommy who offered to share it with me (even though he wont be in the school anymore.) That not only made me mad but added one more bit to my anxiety. After study hall got let out i visited the bathroom and oh the best part puked my brains out. JOY!!! NOT... after i threw up a weeks worth of food (literally) i continued on my merry little fuckin way to algebra, sat in there for 54 minutes staring blank because i dont know shit about algebra. After that went to my last period and down to a half an hour left of school found out i was going home because of my inncident. Let alone that now i got my dad all pissed off at me and hes thinking twice about me living with him because hes worried about whats going to happen everyday when i go to school.Now im left with tears rolling down my face and a pounding head ache that ive had all day because #1 i HATE BB and cant stand anything about it and 2nd of all because nothing works out for me out of this because im either going to have to suffer everyday from my anxiety attacks at BB or have to leave my dads and go to who knows where. Im stuck and scared and miserable and didnt think things could get any worse but i was mistaken.
Brittany,15 sing to me on august 31, red head with an attitude, emotional, anxious, bitchy lovable, friendly and shy i like to live my life to the fullest because u only live it once but at the same time i can be very depressed im a very ?able person and never know what to think anyways that should be all u need to know...
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